Reflection: John 20:24-29

Feast of St. Thomas – John 20:24-29

Today we celebrate the feast of St. Thomas. As we know, Thomas often is called St. Thomas the Doubter. Poor Thomas. He has been stuck with this nickname for centuries. Yet if we had been in Thomas’ shoes on that day of resurrection, we also might have the title “the Doubter” after our names!

As we know, Thomas was not with the Twelve when Jesus appeared to his disciples. When his friends and colleagues told him that Jesus had appeared to them, this was far too fantastic for Thomas to believe. Thomas told the disciples: “I will not believe until I see the mark of the nails, put my finger into the nail-marks and place my hand in his side.”

A week later, the disciples were gathered together in a locked room. However, Thomas was with them on this occasion. Jesus came and stood in their midst. He greeted his disciples with the simple words: “Peace be with you.” Jesus then turned to Thomas and told him: “Put your finger here in my hands. And put your hand in my side. Do not be unbelieving but believe!” Jesus was not harsh with Thomas. However, Thomas must have felt rebuked by Jesus regarding his lack of faith. Was Thomas awed, ashamed and joyful all at the same time? His Lord truly was alive and in their midst once again! Joy and wonder must have his filled heart. Thomas’s response to Jesus was filled with awe, joy and adoration! With deep love and emotion, Thomas simply cried out: “My Lord and my God!” Jesus then asked: “Do you only believe because you see me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”

We all have a “Thomas” within us. And at times, it is healthy to have a bit of skepticism. Yet, we also need to be open to what we may not understand. However, if we truly trust Jesus to keep his promise that he always is with us, we can let go of our skepticism and doubt. And if we find ourselves asking Jesus for proof that he is with us, may we turn to Thomas and ask him to strengthen our trust that Jesus is always with us----even when he feels miles away. Thomas will help us believe. Thomas will bring us to Jesus!